I'm struggling. I'm being this person again who can't finish what I started. And I'm struggling when it was only a month away before the first semester ends.
I don't know what to do. The quitter inside seems to be taking over me again. I know I shouldn't let it. But it's like that powerful force that gives me all these negative vibes.
I know I'm better than this. I know I'm stronger than this. I have all the motivation that I need. It's all up to me now. But it seems like my body won't obey me anymore. My mind won't processes anything useful. I've been so tired of doing everything I've done the past few weeks. It's been dauntingly stressful, and now, my body doesn't want to do it anymore.
I know it's now just a matter of choice. It's now up to me. But I know I'm tiree. I know I've done my best. And now, I have no idea if I can last for one more month.
Fingers crossed, I wish I can.
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