Friday, October 19, 2012

Every Little Spaces Between


And so we met. I mean me and my high school best friend. We met again after almost 5 years being apart.

It's crazy. It felt weid actually. And I expected it to be so damn awkward. But it didn't. It's just great to see her again.

When I saw her, all my high school memories came rushing forward like a lightning bolt. How we go home from school together. How we exchanged letters to each other. How we kept each other's secrets and laugh at our own inside jokes. How we argue and got mad, ignoring each other. How we made up saying sorry with an awkward smile. It's just hard thinking that we've got separate lives now...that there is now a huge space between us.

It's hard catching up on each other's lives especially that too many things happened while we're apart...too many years passed that we hadn't have the time to actually talk.

But it wasn't long when she had to leave again. I was just trying to take the thought that I was actually with her but she's long gone already.

I'm risking the fact that she might be reading this. We don't tell each other that much. But I don't care.

If you'll stop by and read this. At least you'll know. You'll always be my bestfriend. No matter what happen.

I still had all the letters we exchanged. I'm keeping pictures. I'm keeping memories. I know we'll never be the same. But I hope we could at least try to fill every little space between us. I hope we could at least try to fill the gap.