Nothing But Alone

Well, it's one of the facts that I recently learned. That no matter
how many friends you have, no matter how you thought they cared, at
the end of the day, you'll still end up with no one but yourself.

When you count your friends, do not count when you had your eyes open.
But count when they're closed...that's when you'll know who got your
back.

Most of the time, it's depressing to go by with just yourself. But
what else can you do? You have no one to turn to and no one wanted to
be with you. But it's not because you have no choice. You've got a lot
of options to choose from. But you'd rather chose to be alone than to
end up with someone who'd just left in the end.

When you're alone, there is lesser probability of getting hurt. But
most of the time, it's freaking lonely...not having someone to talk
to, someone to laugh with, or someone to be just by yourside when you
needed them. When like puts you in a quicksand of mess, no one will
take your hand and pull you up.

It's hard going by yourself everyday, because no one can like by
himself, right? You have to have someone by yourside. No matter who
that some is.


-S-